So the girl, we're going to call her Lisa from now on so that I don't have to say the girl anymore, was talking to one of her old friends about our open relationship. This friend told her she should break up with me because I don't want to make it a closed relationship. We've been talking about it, and it doesn't look like she's going to do it. The more we talk though, the more I realize it needs to happen. Just thinking about it makes my heart hurt. I don't know what I'm going to do. It's nice to have most of my feelings out in the open though.
On another note things seem to have taken a bad turn with the guy. Maybe it's just me being paranoid, but it seems like he doesn't want to talk to me as much as before. Maybe he's just busy, or has other people to talk to. After all, it's not like there's any form of commitment between us. We haven't even met. I'm hoping it's just paranoia because a few others have done the same thing. I wonder if it's something I'm doing wrong?
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